Contradiction

Pain, hatred and rage.
Fear, despair and cage.

Shouts, yells and misunderstandings.
Cries, screams and self-harm.

Tears blurred my vision;
Scars bled yet again.
Scolded for being so fragile,
As if I was willing to become this.

You are too blind to see,
Too deaf to listen.
Yet how come I still love you
After all these had happened?